Say It.

UUGGHH. These past weeks events have taken a toll on me.  It's just been crazy. My new job is awesome though. but i could have just, Well I don't know.  Now, I have possibly messed up his whole life. I really hope I haven't. Not even for my sake, but for my son's sake. I have been so busy it's unreal. I will update on these past currents events, but right now, I GOTTA get my head right. As I sit here, and drink this budlight, thoughts roaming thru my head right now, I just feel like shit, and like a big hypocrite. I want to talk, but refusal is in the air. IT SUCKS. Just hope I don't see the silver cuffs when Thursday gets here.    *Neurosis at her Best*