Say It.

First off,I want to say Merry Christmas to all. Secondly, I just want to express what I feel right now.  Got the bud light in my hand, my lil man is sleep ( my son) And I got  alot on my mind its unreal. LONELINESS. ITS HORRIBLE. Christmas for me was awesome. I didn't get anything I wanted but LIFE That's all that matters. It's cold, and weary outside. It would have been nice to have a special someone with me. I do have my son. And that is awesome. But, another body, to share warmth with, would have just topped it off. I don't want to sound selfish. But, I am just tired of being lonely. I want a companion. I want LOVE. I NEED LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.  FROM ANOTHER. LOVE. WHERE ARE YOU????? *Neurosis at her Best*