Say It.

I don't know. Its always something wrong with me. The MAIN thing that's wrong, is my lack of faith and trust in God. I really believe that once it gets stronger things in my life will be a lot better. I don't know where to begin. I do, I do. Just don't know HOW to begin. Big difference to me. I need help. A lot of help.

May 19th, 2012 was the day that my life changed. The day that my 2 year old son, took his last breath. For reasons unknown, I do know that he is in a better place. Better than here with all the nonsense that was going on. God called him home for a reason, I dont know why, but it hurts so bad. I miss you baby...I love you so much. *Neurosis at her Best*