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Bud Light.


UUGGHH. These past weeks events have taken a toll on me. 
It's just been crazy.
My new job is awesome though.
but i could have just, Well I don't know. 
Now, I have possibly messed up his whole life.
I really hope I haven't. Not even for my sake, but for my son's sake.
I have been so busy it's unreal.
I will update on these past currents events, but right now, I GOTTA get my head right.
As I sit here, and drink this budlight, thoughts roaming thru my head right now,
I just feel like shit, and like a big hypocrite.
I want to talk, but refusal is in the air. IT SUCKS.
Just hope I don't see the silver cuffs when Thursday gets here.  
 *Neurosis at her Best*

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