I don't know. Its always something wrong with me. The MAIN thing that's wrong, is my lack of faith and trust in God. I really believe that once it gets stronger things in my life will be a lot better. I don't know where to begin. I do, I do. Just don't know HOW to begin. Big difference to me. I need help. A lot of help.
Tinting. That's the movie we saw today. We. As in my son's father, my son and myself. Family Time. Today was the first time in a looong time, that things went smoothly. Today as in January 5th 2012. (Y'all caught me after midnight) The past few nights I have been majorly sick. (Sorry if that's not a word I tend to make things up as I go or type how I speak. Its comforting to me) I told myself I was going to stop drinking and smoking cigarettes. I have been doing good. Real good. But my body is disagreeing with me. Its going through a withdrawel (hope I spelled that right) And its going thru it bad. Been having a bad cough and fever and everything. I called my son's father at about 1 in the morning, after asking everybody else and their mama (including my neighbors) for medicine. His background was kinda loud so I assumed he was out getting drunk. Before i even asked what I needed I hung up in his face. Two minutes later he calls back saying what's wrong is evedy...
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