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Karma, Child Support, and Other ISH.....

Ever since my son was born, everybody and their mother, brother, father, grandparents, EVERYBODY; kept telling me, to put my son's father on child support. And I said, "For what?" There is no point putting him on it, and he is DOING FOR MY CHILD. {{My personal opinion as far as child support is concerned, and facts from what I am going through with my child as far as him being taken cared for.}} Even when my son's father was NOT working, my son was still taken cared for; whether I bought stuff for him, or he got stuff for him. He didn't want for NOTHING. AT ALL. So I AUTOMATICALLY dismissed the issue of child support. People told me I was stupid and dumb for not doing it, just because of what me and my son's father were going through between each other. It had nothing to do with our child. I let all of that go. A situation I got into, to where i got put out of my mother's house for the umpteenth time, my son's father tried to keep him away from me. For weeks, i couldn't see him. He didn't see anything wrong with that. For stupid reasons, he did it. He knew the person I was staying with, and all of that. He knew exactly where she lived. So if I had my child, he would know exactly who was around him, and where I was. But he still kept him from me, but I am getting off subject. How can you respect your child, if you don't respect the mother of that child that gave them life? Just because I am younger than most mothers out there, I AM STILL A MOTHER. Let's not forget that fact. I do not deserve the things that I go through. And it's sad that people do something for so long, and don't understand that what they say, and what they are doing is WRONG. Or, either they do, and they do not care. For the absolute longest, I have done nothing but defend my son's father. Stress the fact to people that, he IS INDEED a WONDERFUL father to my son. He treats me like shit, but does everything for him. Which is nice, but in the end, you are still hurting him in ways that he may not see yet, for the simple fact that he is so young. So, now I go and file child support. To establish custody issues, so I can know for a fact that he will not keep my child away from me. I know, that filing a Child support case, WILL indeed involve money. That is not why I did it.  I don't care about the money.
I don't want to do it, I don't know what to do. But it seem like that's the only way I will get what I need for my child, since his father is not giving it to me willingly.
 *Neurosis at her Best*

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