My Horrible Week/DAY; Oct. 22, 2010

First, let me start off by saying, that my week hasn't really been bad. For the simple fact that I finally {{BY THE GRACE OF GOD}} have a job. Now, I am having income rolling in. This past Monday has been my first day. To start off the week:

• MONDAY STARTED TRAINING CLASSES FOR MY POSITION; SUPPOSEDLY AT 630AM, DIDN'T GET A CALL UNTIL 1045AM TO MAKE IT THERE AT 1130AM. 
• CAR GETS REPOSSESSED FROM THE PARKING LOT ON MY FIRST DAY {{WHICH WAS MONDAY}} UUGGHH.
• MY SON'S CAR SEAT WAS IN THE CAR, ALONG WITH OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS.
• DUE TO THE FACT THAT MY PARENTS CAN'T {OR WONT} HELP WITH BABYSITTING FOR MY SON, HIS FATHER HAD TO COME BACK AND GET HIM AND I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM SINCE LAST THURSDAY. {{I WILL GET HIM BACK TODAY.}}
• I OWE OVER A THOUSAND ALMOST $1400 TO GET MY CAR BACK, WITHIN 10 DAYS WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE, SINCE I DON'T GET MY FIRST PAYCHECK UNTIL NOV. 5TH.
• MY MOTHER SAID I COULD USE HER OLD CAR, BUT IT DIDNT START.
• NOW I HAVE TO PAY TO GET IT A TUNE UP IF I WANT/NEED TO USE IT.
• WON'T BE ABLE TO GET THE CAR UNTIL AFTER THE 5TH OF NOV.
• HAVE TO BE OUT OF MY FRIEND'S HOUSE BY NOV 1ST., 
• HAVE NO WHERE TO GO
• HAVE NO TRANSPORTATION.

MY SON'S FATHER IS NON-HELPFUL 24HRS A DAY 7 DAYS A WEEK.  MORE THINGS HAVE HAPPENED, I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING INTO DETAIL WITH EVERYTHING......


But I have so much going on, its UNREAL. It gets really frustrating sometimes, but I sit around with a smile on my face, with not a care in the world {{Well I ACT like this in front of others, to hide the pain.}} Only to get through my life without the tears, and headaches.\


Best part about this week, I THANK GOD I finally have a job. Now, I can begin to support myself again, and also my son. I have been unemployed since March 25th 2010. Behind some mess that had nothing to do with the job i was previously employed with. The discharged me for reasons NOT stated in the handbook. But, I guess GOD had something better in store for me. 


But, I wonder. If He has something better in store for me, why does bad things like  this happen MY FIRST DAY ON THE JOB???


I just don't understand.


If anyone is reading, please help me with a answer to my question. 


I believe in GOD. I  really do.  Maybe I am being punished for things I have done in my past, I don't know. It's just all backwards. I finally find a job, A DAMN GOOD PAYING JOB. The day I start, My car gets repossessed. Which makes everything sooooooooooo bad. 


I just don't get it. I don't even know what to do now. 


But I am thankful that I do have the job, and that it has went smoothly this whole week SO FAR, that I have been able to get there at 630am-3pm without any problems so far. 


I don't know how next week will be, that's a whole different week. Hopefully it goes smoothly again.


But, I felt like venting, have no one else who is willing to listen to me.


So, you if you listened, THANK YOU.