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R.I.P. To my Son...

May 19th, 2012 was the day that my life changed. The day that my 2 year old son, took his last breath. For reasons unknown, I do know that he is in a better place. Better than here with all the nonsense that was going on. God called him home for a reason, I dont know why, but it hurts so bad. I miss you baby...I love you so much.

*Neurosis at her Best*

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1ManView said…
No words can comfort your soul at this moment of time, but the same love you felt for your child when he was on this earth, will be the same love that heals the wound of his departure. His love will always be there for you to draw on... We never know why God does what he does at times, but what we do know, it's always for the better... May your son R.I.P.

1MV
June 27, 2012 at 9:15 PM
Jade said…
Thank you very much for your kind words...=)
June 28, 2012 at 3:26 PM
Daij said…
To reiterate what 1 man view said , We never know why God does what he does at times, but what we do know, it's always for the better.

I have a son. He's 30 and lives in South America. We're pretty close despite the distance. Reading your blog entry makes me want to call him and tell him I love him. And to hug him.

Please continue to have faith and trust in God.

Alieux
July 15, 2012 at 12:16 AM
25champ said…
Wow sorry to hear. I always wondered how you've been. Your right he is in a better place & God makes no mistakes hope your doing good as well.
January 10, 2014 at 11:03 AM
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